Coming Home

 Beth couldn't sleep. It wasn't just her neighbors comment,  for she is always spewing something at someone. 

The neighbors call the woman, "officer."  She feels so desperately out of control and must also ensure, or so she believes, that things are the way they are supposed to be. She critiques everyone's behavior, but her own.  But this night would be different.  There was something in her negativity that would affect things tonight.

After an exhausting day, Beth went to sleep about nine in the evening, tossing and turning all night long. 
In the early morning hours, a bang was heard outside.  Clearly,  it ricocheted from another part in the complex.  Beth was too tired to investigate.  She hadn't slept well the night before, either. 

Could it be Saturn moving into Scorpio ultimately manifesting our dreams? Kind of like March coming in like a lion and leaving as a lamb.   Mars left Scorpio on the 6th which is not the time to launch new things. It is a time for some things to change.  Many people feel the disequilibirum but have no idea what it is about. The intuitive ones won't question it.  They will let things be as they are.

Beth rolled over after the noise feeling like she was being drawn in. She got right out of bed. She didn't, couldn't understand it.  Something was righting itself.  This she knew.

Then Beth learned the transformer outside the critical neighbor's apartment blew.  That woman was directly in line with it.  It isn't surprising as her husband and she orchestrate a clique and maintain the kind of control one would being so frustrated with themselves.

All night long, as Beth couldn't fall into a deep sleep, she reframed her thoughts. Thoughts are like shields.  Once you are in your core belief, the negativity of others gets deflected back on them.

Eventually her thoughts surrounded her loving friends and family. And the goodness within.  The interests she is pursuing and plans to pursue soon. She remembered to look at 'aspects' of situations and not to color them good or bad. It had nothing to do with Beth.  But nasties hurt even when we remember the source.

Eventually, power was restored.  The lights came on, the sun came out.