Monday, August 31, 2015

Blue Man


Where do I begin to tell a story of my visit to the other side?

This past weekend I had the privilege of attending the Experiencer's Speak 2015 Conference. This was held in Portland, Maine, just fifteen minutes from the beautiful Casco Bay.  At once, I was greeted by the cool, salt air and raised vibrational energy of the Portland, Maine area.

Almost immediately, when I entered the hotel the day before the conference was due to begin, one warm and friendly smile and wide, 'hello' after anoather welcomed me. One by one, one person after another as the attendees filtered in from California and from the United Kingdom.  Their smiles were radiant; the vibrational frequency palpable.

One by one, the speakers told of feeling a presence, seeing a ship or alien once, twice or throughout their lives.  Their credentials of each speaker were impeccable.  Scientists, biologists, wilderness guides, writers, contractors, accountants, professors, young people, older folks.  Some saw orbs, some had photos of space ships, some looked worn and distressed because of their abductions. Some like me, had animal totems come to them over the course of years.  Some were screen savers, or what we affectionately refer to when alien and/orspace ship turn into knowable, less traumatic beings.  Owls were one form of messenger.

One academic spoke about the importance of understanding neuroscience.  That the right and left brain have separated functions.  We know the left brain has long held a more esteemed presence since it is the analytical/storyteller portion.  It tries to make sense of what the right brain, the oneness, non-judgmental and synchronious, connected portion of our brains tell us.  We remote view in the right hemisphere where the NOW lives.  We understand the great importance of the right brain and work hard to explain its value.

We also know we live in a patterned universe. Nothing is random.  We've seen worms, segmented worms become complete bodies, trees and vegetation grow itself again, sometimes in the same space, sometimes in another.  It is anything but meaningless.  My right sided hemisphere remembers.

I was chosen.  Chosen to see a spaceship.  Chosen to tell a story.  A mere messenger charged with the task of helping humans understand that their destruction active or passive of our environment is destroying the universe.  Earth, the densest planet in our solar system is rich in metals.  Unidentified foreign objects or UFOs are here to observe. They don't want anything more.  They have what they need.  The worry about our child-like emotions, our ability to soil the land we occupy, our incessant need and choice to acquire more.

At the end of the conference, when I had gone to bed, I was told about a man who entered just before the Travis Walton film and discussion ended.  He had a hat pulled down close to his eyes.  Long sleeved shirt.  His head was down.  An attendee noticed his skin was blue.  Blue face, blue neck, blue hands. The rest of him was covered up. He stayed only a
few minutes, as if to check up on the final evening and left.


Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Plastic Surprise

The animals are everywhere now.  As I was sitting in the yard on the peach Adirondack chairs, I felt a presence nearby.  At first I thought it was the asters I was looking for on the right side of the hill. You can imagine what joy it was to finally see them.  Fall is nearly upon us.  Even with heat in the low 90s.  It is the foreshadowing for which those of us in the natural world search.

With paint spotted blue crocs on, I climbed the steep hill and dug my feet in.  I wasn't going to miss capturing these pretties.  As soon as I snapped this photo, I could hear rustling of the bushes.  Something was there.

So I slid, yes, slid, down the hill, this hill ten years ago was easy to climb and descend.  Now I was just happy to get a close encounter with these wildflowers.  Turning under the dogwood trees, the sense of the presence was stronger.  Then it happened.

Something told me to look down.  
    This plastic was part of a dish I used to bait the raccoon in early May.  It was part of a dish which held a rotisserie chicken. What is odd is that it was ten feet away from where it was dropped.   I thought I had found all the pieces.  Curiously enough, one piece after another shows up when a friend of mine contacts me.  It is an odd metaphor.  He brought the dish and chicken here in early spring we could protect this bandit from itself.  It was digging one foot holes in my garden making mowing quite dangerous.  But for a month or so, I hadn't seen any of the chewed plastic.  Until today. I also have not seen him.

I still do not know what was in those woods beyond the white pines, mountain laurel and Canadian hemlocks.  Whatever it was, I suspect it will come out soon.  




Saturday, February 14, 2015

Where Is The Justice?

The first time I met Matt, his glassy eyes and constant sniffle got my attention. He was a man on a mission but I didn't realize how far he was willing to go.  Not then.
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Jackie asked me to feed the horse while they were out of town and I was more than happy to split it with a joint friend who was covering the feeding on Friday.  The friend asked if I could feed and water the horse on Saturday.  I agreed.

A year later,  I had been visiting his wife and child when Matt arrived home.  He invited me to stay for dinner.  I hadn't planned on it, it was just a quick stop to say hello on my way home from work.

Matt couldn't do enough for me.  But he didn't eat a thing.

"C'mon, stay," he said as he prepared dinner.

"I'll be back late today and it is good that she is here," he said.

I couldn't put my lips together.  I mean drive over to Gatlinburg with the boys when your second baby is due in three days?  Give me a break! There was always something about his friends.  Sleazy. By 6 p.m. he was gone.

Jackie assured me she would be alright and I stayed a few hours and left about nine o'clock in the evening after helping with the clean up from dinner.  Matt still wasn't home.  

Over the next year I would visit often.  I was always invited to dinner.  Sometimes I stayed, sometimes I had things to take care of at my own home and there just wasn't time.  Besides, Matt made me uncomfortable.  He always had sketchy men around the house.

Jackie called me early one morning.

"We were robbed.  The pharmacy was.  Can you come over to see the video?"

I was a bit hesitant.  She insisted I meet her at the house and then drive over to the pharmacy which I did.

"There were two robbers.  One taller and one definitely female.  They descended into the pharmacy from the ceiling through the bathroom.

"It's an inside job," I told Jackie.

"No, couldn't be," she said.

Matt dropped his head and was silent.  Clearly, not concerned. He was on the phone with the insurance company and had already informed the state agencies about the disappearance of major street drugs.  The police were involved immediately.

Then there was the time Matt told Jackie there were in dire financial straits - ruin.  She couldn't understand it since he was buying pharmacies at record speed.  I recently learned one of the pharmacies with whom he had a partner, the pharmacy I used for a time, was also robbed.  

Over the years, there were nine robberies.  During this time, I learned that Matt had Jackie institutionalized. Drugged up.  I learned about this from her mother. and then her. 

Then he tried to convince everyone Jackie was schizophrenic.  He had the boys taken away from her and an order in place where she could not visit them.  It has been fourteen months since she has seen her children today.  She has not been allowed in the family home. 

To date, despite the divorce, she has received no alimony for the thirteen years of marriage, no marital assets from this millionaire man.  He remarried the day after the divorce was final.  His wife is twenty-one and pregnant with their daughter.  She is due any day. 

Thorough investigation by a private investigator has revealed he has several families, several homes, several social security numbers with names other than Jackie's on loans.  All of this was done during the marriage. 

On several occasions, Jackie has broken the restraining order to see her children.  She has been in jail, is out now and is still appealing the felonies in North Carolina. What mother wouldn't do this to see her children, to ensure they are safe?  It is said he has drug parties in the home, that the children are present and that he has had women in Jackie's bed. 

This is the short version of this convoluted man's escapades.  Where is the justice?






Sunday, February 1, 2015

Into The Woods

The county police arrived within ten minutes. I was glad I captured a photo of the untouched van before the woman from the woods got to it.  To my surprise, she was also in the picture as she walked out from the wooded area in the foggy mist early that morning. 

Before I sent the photos to the police, I was sure to send it my young friend and reporter, Hollywood.  He would keep it safe in case it miraculously disappeared.  Hollywood was born and raised in the southern Appalachians with a high profile position. He was admired and trusted by everyone.

As several police cars rushed to the area, I found a comfortable log upon which to sit.  I knew I would be there quite a while answering questions. 

The Detective Sargent in charge stepped out of his police cruiser and walked determinedly toward the van.  Another officer had left the side door open.  Slowly he pealed the plastic away from the woman laying in the van.  She was face down with only socks on.  I turned away as I wouldn't do well seeing a lifeless person.  Especially in this uncanny situation.  

I couldn't sleep that night.  It was nearly midnight and one scenario after another kept playing in my head.  I decided to get out of bed and reached for my cell phone.  Somehow I recorded the woman walking into the woods and the camera  continued recording her coming out of it a few seconds later.  She opened the van door.  I could see legs move under the heavy plastic.  A live woman's legs.  I do not believe either of them knew of the recording.

Immediately I texted Hollywood and sent him the video. He had the high tech equipment to zero in closely.

"Oh, no! he exclaimed.

"Hold on, I am coming over and I will bring my equipment," he said.

My heart was beating outside my chest at that point.  On went every light inside and outside of the house.  I wanted to know if anyone was around.

His white sports car pulled into the driveway and into the garage.  I closed it after the car was safely inside.

"Know what I saw?" he said.

I was in shock from the events of the day and didn't respond.  I think my face was as white as his car.

"She had a Glock in her right hand as she walked into the woods," he said.

"Which she?" I asked.


Before I knew it, I had rolled over to the other side of bed.  Even bolted straight up.  I had never had a dream like that before.


Friday, January 30, 2015

White Van

Image result for photo, white van, open back doorsI  I haven't walked to the summit since the dogs passed.  But the winter had been a mild one and I wanted to honor them this way.  In the early afternoon, the January temperatures reached into the high 50s.  I knew it was time.


The entire way up the steep eight plus grade hills, the dogs were in my mind. I even saw a yellow tennis ball looking very much like the one my older dog dropped many months before.  A sign maybe.  Yes, I was meant to see it.

A little out of breath, more from the lack of uphill walking than the temperature, I was happy to reach the summit.  It was a good half mile or so down the dirt ridge road before I saw it.  There is a log home at the end but it was curious to see this white van with opened doors and no one around.  The owners of the house had been in Florida for the winter.

My eyes were drawn to the open doors inside the truck.  I Immediately noticed the six mil plastic  laid smooth on the left side of the floor, with the right side more than crumbled.  Like it had been opened several times. Just then a woman appeared from the wooded area.  I know the area fairly well having walked it.  There is a path down the woods which neighbors traverse from time to time.  Only the hardy ones for it is a steep climb.

 The woman seemed on a mission as she walked toward the back of the van where the opened doors were.

"I don't think you want to see this," I called.

She didn't stop walking or even hesitate.  She continued on reaching the back of the van.  At that point, I had found a stick and was gently lifted the plastic moving the stick inside as I touched the two protrusions on the left side of the van.

I proceeded to move the stick to the right and the woman moved in.  She tore back the heavy plastic and touched what appeared to be two legs.  Slowly, a woman turned around mumbling as though in pain.  As the plastic moved aside, I could see another set of legs on the left side of the floor of the truck.  Man's legs.

Suddenly the woman stood up erect and climbed outside of the van.  Then  it occurred to me.  She had been hiding in the van as though playing dead.  Or injured.  Or.
 
At this point, 911 had been called.  Careful not to let the women hear I spoke in almost a whisper.

"There is something odd going on.  I just found a white van with opened back doors.  A woman was walking from the woods and proceeded to the car.  It was like her friend had just climbed in but was pretending to be unconscious or something.  I think you better come now."









Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Maybe Not: Part 3

"My scarf...it's missing," shouted Beth.

                              5-4-3-2

"You see, it isn't just any scarf.  It has a recording device inside, camera, too."

"Let's wait and see what happens to it.  Maybe we will end up recording them," Arman chuckled.

Beth, Trent and Arman returned to their safe house immediately.  It was something out of the film, Conspiracy Theory.  An escape hatch on the roof and through a side wall with a door that was hidden.  They had managed to wire the entire building which was never occupied except for some storefront offices where no one worked. 

It was funded by Citizens For Truth (CFT), a group of non-artisan people all over the United States.  There were some high profile members who worked in key places that provided non-stop 'intelligence' about what was really going on.

Arman scanned the building to ensure no one entered or left.  When everything was secure, he called Trent and Beth; each entered through a separate entrance.  Trent immediately opened his Mac and viewed the surveillance system.  He brought up the the Burberry scarf Beth forget in the booth where they were sitting in the pub.  It had an extremely tine camera tucked inside.  Trent used his forensic speech analyst training to identify voices.

Beth and Arman gathered around the computer.  A deep voice appeared just as the video played. 

"We have cells everywhere, these nitwits believe everything our corporate government media dishes out to them.  They have no clue about the music we play, either.  They don't know it is designed to make them irritable, obedient, paranoid and scared," he said in a monotone.

"These dang UFOs are closing in.  We don't have much time.  Before long, everyone will know why they are here so we have to disrupt things wherever we can. They know what we are doing and they don't like it. They blame all the pollution, cancer and other diseases on us. We don't have much time before we are exposed."

"Anyway, trash the scarf unless any of your wives want it," he said.

Trent worked at breakneck speed to match the voice with the profiles they had on hand. There was simply no time to waste.

"Man, listen to the voice.  It can't be.  Oh no, all the way to the White House and beyond. They are all in this together," said Arman.

"Well, I am getting this video to a buddy at a news station.  He will slip it in when no one is looking.  He is ready to bolt at any time.  We have space for him here."

That evening it happened.

"5-4-3-2-1."

                             "This just in."


"A Boston Globe reporter videotaped a UFO.  This is the best documented UFO case ever recorded, the broadcaster said."

"But this isn't the half of it," he continued.

 No one needed to be told who the voice was for what was to follow:

"We have cells everywhere, these nitwits believe everything our corporate government media dishes them.  They have no clue about the music we play, either.  They don't know it is designed to make them irritable, paranoid and scared."

The television faded to black.  Just then, the news station tech walked through the door of our safehouse.

"We did it."





Monday, January 12, 2015

Maybe Not: Part 2

It wasn't long ago that they visited the cabin at the beach.  She remembered all too well about being followed.

About being terrified.  But she knew too much now. Somehow between her and Trent and now Arman, the story would be disclosed.  And the government's part in all of this.

Trent, Arman and Beth made their way to the BBC meeting, in the south end of Boston.  A tiny pub known only to locals and a few savvy customers.  It would be quiet and private enough inside.  With lots of end.  Boston winters can be brutal.

burberry-burberry-beige-check-large-wool-silk-scarf-3.jpgArman and Trent ordered a Samuel Adams. Beth took a Beringers as she carefully placed her coat beside her in the booth.  Her eyes were drawn to the dark mahogany woodwork throughout.  Hurricane lamps provided ambient lighting.

"Lookit, it isn't what anyone thinks.  Well, maybe I should clarify that.  There has been too much military action on the part of this country for too long.  So many things have been allowed that under a healthy government would never happen.  The Wall Street designed-collapses, government turning their back to make them accountable, weapons of mass destruction, terrorist attacks that consume the media 24-7.  And now Paris.  It happened on the eve of the Russian reconciliation.  Too much money would have been lost if some hasn't stopped it and diverted attention to a terrorist situation.  Just look what goes on behind closed door when this happens," says Arman.

"Yes, I agree.  And the public does nothing.  Absolutely nothing," said Trent.

Almost immediately, the color washed down Beth's face.  She faded to almost white. Not from shock but more from disgust at the public's apathy.

Trent leaned forward.  Beth and Arman followed.  Beth slid her hand under the table and felt a miniature box.

"OMG.  We are being recorded," she whispered.

She gathered her coat as Trent and Arman moved toward the front door.  A $20 bill was left on the table.

Just as Arman's hand turned the door knob, it wouldn't move.  Four men in long dark cashmere coats stood outside the door.

Beth turned as Arman and Trent angled a couple of chairs to block the door.  They fled out the back of the pub.

The only thing that remained was Beth's beige, black and red checked Burberry scarf.

To be continued...