Going to the movies used to be the best. Until the staff starting the illegal searches. They want everyone sick. I checked out a new theatre which according to the manager only did searches IF someone looked like they were carrying lots of food for a large family.
I watched the marvelous film, The Life of Pi. All the way home, I kept thinking about the story lines we tell. Even after all these years, I am still coming to terms with what happened.
Sometimes the pain of an event, many events, is just too difficult to handle. Even though I believe people become amnesiacs because they can not handle the truth given the emotional state they are in, when this happened to me, I went into denial, then blocked out years of my life.
I'm not going into what happened, no one needs to know but me. What I will say is that seeing this film today, alone, because the universe wanted it that way, opened up a trunk load of memories. It also opened and moved me forward because when we are ready to tell the truth about what happened, only then, can we heal.
I believe the universe presents a variety of obstacles and experiences we need. Otherwise, we would not be having them. I can't explain all of them but there are a few I can.
This is a precious time in which we are living. So much is being revealed. I am more than ready. I hope you are as well.
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