Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Unpacking A Life

It wasn't just all the boxes.  All the tissue paper.  All the tape to unhook.  This was clearly a metaphor.  I was unpacking my life.  All these memories, stored for a time when it is no longer so painful to remember. 

 But this plate that was my Nana's from England was more than just an egg plate. I had carried it around for decades.  I couldn't help but stare at the flowers.  Inside the glazed floral painting was a message. 
                                                     
                                                          5432 Montbel Avenue.

It didn't mean much except that is rhymed.  I got a magnifying glass to see if there was more.  Behind the eaves.  One foot to the right of the door.  It was like the writing on a piece of rice.  And I don't even know why I saw it or that it occurred to me to enlarge it with a magnifier.  It was that presence the other night.  That shadow.  I didn't understand it until this morning.  Maybe it was the walk on the sand at water's edge.  It always gives such clarity. 

I asked a friend to do a look see.  After all, the house had just gone up for sale.  But was there something else I needed to glean from the unpacking. 

Stored for a time. 

It is safe to remember.  Now. 

I wanted to know more.

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